Hilaria Baldwin has made some surprising revelations in his new book Manual not included.
In the book, Alec Baldwin’s wife also reflected on the 2020 controversy about his accent, as shared by what was shared by People magazine.
Hilaria explained that he grew “neurodivergente” and always fought to fit. He shared that he often changed between English and Spanish and never felt the need to explain, until people accused her of falsifying the Spanish heritage.
However, the violent reaction hit hard when the American yoga instructor wrote: “I was confused. I felt lost. I missed my family. I couldn’t eat. I got very thin. I started questioning my sanity. I started asking me if I was a good person. I returned to what I used to do when I was a child and began to call myself stupid. When I woke up, I wanted to be dead.
“I would sit on the floor of my bathroom, take care of my baby Edu at 3 in the morning and talk to my brother in Spain, and cry with him, nausea especially,” said Hilaria more.
In addition, Hilaria revealed that I was looking for therapy and doing everything he could, writing: “I took speech therapy to state better. The more I received treatment for ADHD that I was trying to ignore, the better I got to separate the two languages and not distract me.
“And then I got to the point where I realized: this is not helping me. I am mixed but I am not bad or broken. And then Hilaria returned,” he added.
Manual not included, Written by Hilaria Baldwin, who shares eight children with Alec Baldwin, will leave on May 6.
